The past 24 hours have been.... a trial, to put it mildly. Losing someone you love always sucks. No matter how it happens ( Read more... )

So, on Sunday, I went to this Meetup that brings photographers and models together once a month for building portfolios. I made friend's with a gentleman that was very knowledgeable. As for the shoot.. It was the first time I ever walked away without even one good shot. Granted, this has a lot to do with the fact that I let someone fiddle with my ( Read more... )

Soul-searching ( Read more... )

Today I was told that due to my lack of emotive responses the past few months, I am acting "like a guy ( Read more... )

feeling a little broken-hearted, but this too shall soon pass.

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right?

Ecamer is on my FaceBook.
And I keep forgetting it.
I usually use FaceBook for my one sentence status messages of joy, sadness, or aggravation.
But now that he is on there, I find that I am censoring myself despite not mentioning names.
Years ago he was on my LJ. He started getting pissed because I would vent in my journal.
We have since removed one ( Read more... )

Words are the most powerful thing in the universe. Cuts and bruises can be healed, but words spoken in anger are often the most permanent. They don't damage the body, but they do destroy the spirit. It is amazing to me the wounds we can carry for eternity. However, what is really fascinating to me is how the right person can come a long and heal

ok.. so I'm a little upset ( Read more... )